Week 7 – Summer was a mental breakdown

Summer was a mental breakdown

A stab stab stab

in my mind

Like the

Beat beat beat

of a drum

Incessant incessant incessant

Intrusive intrusive intrusive

I tried to think that

Summer was a mental breakdown

Beat beat beat

I just wanted to

Incessant incessant incessant

It would be alright

That these thoughts would

Stab stab stab

in my mind

Incessant incessant incessant

Pass

and I’d be free to

Summer was a mental breakdown

Beat beat beat

of a drum

I drowned drowned drowned

on the sand

And I knew it wasn’t going to be the future

Stab stab stab

in my mind

The future

I wanted

So incessant incessant incessant

I beat

I beat beat beat

Into me

Jesus is my rock and my redeemer

Jesus is my rock and my redeemer

Jesus is my rock and my redeemer

While everything schizophrenic

Whirling debris of a,

a shattered self

Stab stab stab

in my mind

But

Jesus is my rock and my redeemer

Jesus is my rock and my redeemer

Jesus is my rock and my redeemer

Till years brought a little sanity back

Still fears ferocious by the seaside

Because intrusive intrusive intrusive

But Jesus, sweet Jesus, sweet Jesus

By the side of the storm of my sea

Till I lie remembering that

Beat beat beat

of a drum

Jesus is my rock and my redeemer

Jesus is my rock and my redeemer

Jesus is my rock and my redeemer

It’s not always to be this

Summer was a mental breakdown

A stab stab stab

in my,

my rock

and my redeemer

My rock and my redeemer

Jesus, sweet Jesus, sweet

Jesus is my rock and my redeemer

Jesus is my rock and my redeemer

Jesus is my rock and my redeemer

Jesus is my rock and my redeemer